Holy Procrastination

Okay, Why can't I just do the stuff I'm supposed to do on time instead of having to always wait for the very last minute to even attempt to do them?

Why? WHY? WHYYYYY?

I don't freaking get me anymore. I keep complaining about needing more time to do stuff, but when I actually get that precious needed time I prayed for the heavens to give me, what do I do?

a)nothing
b)watch cute bunnies eating carrots on YouTube
c)be responsible and finish homework

If you answered a then ***ding ding ding*** we have a winner.

If you answered b then ***ding ding ding*** you are a winner too (isn't this awesome?)

But if you answered c then ***Dum dum dum dummmm***** WTH were you thinking???!!!!!

Why can't I just get go home and do what I'm supposed to do?

I'm so mad at myself, I won't eat my favorite dessert in the whole wild world as punishment D: even though it's there. In my fridge. With my name on it (btw, it's whipped cream)

Oh well, I guess I procrastinated enough for tonight. Toodles 8)

(btw the way, when I first heard the word Procrastination, I actually thought it was something sexual related LOL. I don't know why I ever thought that.)

Real Housewives of New York City Recap (season 4)

I'm so dissapointed with Andy (the host from Real Housewives reunions) tonight it's not even funny.

I watched the first part of RHONY half an hour ago and everything I was expecting happened. All ladies didn't act too much like ladies, everyone talked over everyone, they kept attacking one subject but never got to a real solution or clossure, etc.

But for some reason I really disliked Andy tonight by the way he kept asking the blondes to let the brunnetes speak and pretty much shut up, but when the brunettes kept interrumpting the blondes he would just let them.

Usually I find Andy to be kind of the 'voice of reason' during this reunions but tonight I found him completely taking sides with the 'evil and mean side'

I freaking hate Cindy. She's not only bo-ringggggggg but she's effing rude to people and she thinks she's above other people (cough* Luann II). What kind of psycho would wear the suit of his wife's dead ex husband????!!!! That's just creepy. No wonder Ramona was so freaked out at her brother. Thank God they edited most of her parts because I can't stand her.

Jill seems to still be a bully and to want to be the center of attention (i'm so glad she got voted biggest bully in the show) Can't she let Luann deal with her own problems?? Ramona is Ramona, and Luann is always saying condescending things to her so just let them solve it themselves. What's with the "If you don't leave her alone, you'll have to deal with me"? Are you the Godfather now or what? Or are you going to make your dummy, sorry husband, hire a hitman to get rid of Ramona.

Kelly, please just shut up. She's still as crazy as ever and it makes me so mad how she tries to act like the voice of reason, but worse of all how Andy by reading comments of Bravo users (probably it's multiple accounts made by Kelly) who encourage her to keep on interrumpting people to try to 'solve' things, is just adding fuel to her dillusion.

Alex- She's a woman who I think is trying to be more open and honest with herself, but it seems like she doesn't have good timing to butt in. Everyone kept shushing her and telling her not to get involved but everyone did exactly that and no one said anything. She needs to quit the show and try to get her dignity back away from the spotlight.

Sonja- What can I say? They are crazy (in a good way......kinda) They laugh, drink (maybe too much?) dance, laugh again and speak their mind openly. They sometimes step over the line with their comments but I think that all in all they speak the truth.

Luann - One word........."Classless" She needs to stop trying to deny the fact that she acts perfect. That's the first step to recovery. Get over yourself Luann and try to be more humble, dear.

English or Spanish???

I was doing nothing (as always) and I decided to check out blogger to see what kind of nonsense I had written in this blog of mine.

I actually sort of liked my posts from before and it reminded me of things I had been feeling before which is always cool of course.

The one thing I didn't quite liked was the fact that this blog doesn't have just one language in general.

When I first started this blog I wanted to make it a journal where I could just write boring stuff that had happened in my life at the moment. Just general stuff of my routine. But like usual I neglected this blog......and ended up coming back after I don't know how many months since my lost post in Spanish, and i just felt like writing a post. I used English without even noticing it.

I guess a lot of people who are bilingual have this issue in many areas of their lifes. When you're completely bilingual you might have moments when you feel more comfortable a language and another one at other times.

My native tongue (this sounds to me like I'm from a tribe o_o) is Spanish but since I've been living here in the U.S. since high school I also have certain phrases or words that I'm more comfortable using in English.

But enough of all this babbling.

From now on (hopefully) as queen bee of this blog, I'll be writing in English in this particular blog.

I want some food please

Lately I've been craving a lot of stuff. Like a freaking pregnant woman.

But NO WAY I'm pregnant.

But I'm starting to feel sorry for all those pregnant chicks who I always watch on TV having cravings in the middle of the night. Usually I felt sorry for the husband and thought to myself "Geezzz lady, your kid doesn't even know what pizza is yet, stop blaming this whims on your unborn child". But now I see their point.

Cravings in the middle of the night is just something sooooooo frustrating for everyone involved.

I was so craving a chocolate cake with whipped cream on top. Mmmmm. And the night before that I was craving a very cheessy pizza with a lot of pineaple and red peper. Just writing about it makes me want to have one.

I guess all this crazziness is because I'm sort of kinda on a diet.

I'm still not sure if I should call it a diet because........well.....I still kinda eat whatever I want, except on smaller portions of course.

But i'm not sure if it's working out because since to keep my self within the limited calories amount per day I need, I can only eat for example three misserable chips ahoy cookies with half a glass of milk. And that alone is like 200 something calories. And I don't get full with just that. Who does???

So then I eat cereal with nuts and dried strawberries and lots of other yummy stuff. But just that is 250 calories. Not counting milk!! So by the time I'm done with my breakfast I've already consumed half the calories I need per day.

And the worst part of this is that my stupid stomach makes these really embarrasing noises if i don't feed it every 10 minutes.

Since I'm in school part of the morning and the afternoon I need to keep feeding my stomach nonstop in classes because I don't want it to start growling at me. And I mean that literally.

It makes so much noise I'm completely mortified whenever I have a test and I can't just keep on eating.

sigh :(
I guess I'm not going to lose weight.

Another summer without hitting the beaches.

Sleepless in.......my room.

yawnnnnnnn
I'm so tired +_+ right now.

I didn't go to bed at all last night. I just didn't feel like "wasting" my time sleeping. I have this funny thing were I feel like taking showers ans sleeping is "losing" precious time. Even though those two are extremely important for survival and above all presentation.

I keep hearing and reading that one needs to get at least 8 hours of sleep every night. And that sleep makes you have better skin and look better overall.

But even that doesn't make me want to hit the sheets.

What's wrong with me???!!!!!

Why the hell can't I just stick to an schedule(a NORMAL one for once) and finally get good skin in return????

I need sleep.

I need coffee(But I won't drink any because I don't like the taste.......except for those iced coffees from starucks. With whipped cream. Yummmsss)

I need a life period. There has to be one around here somewhere. right??

N E E D -T O -G E T - OFFLINE.

Momentos

No se si a ustedes ke ha pasado, pero no sienten como si todo lo que creen saber desparece en un segundo por un simple golpe. Hoy paso algo asi. Mi vida, no esta del todo mal. Aunque a veces quisiera ser diferente y tener a otro tipo de personas alredeor mio, no puedo quejarme de mi vida cotidiana. En su mayor parte es pasable. Se que muchos pasan por cosas que yo no me puedo ni imaginar y eso es lo que me da fuerza para no lamenterme de lo que me pasa. Se que todo en esta vida es pasajero, incluso la felicidad. Nada dura para siempre. Todo debe acabar en algun momento. Lo que yo siento va ser diferente en unos minutos. Mañana todo lo que siento ahorita va ha desaparecer igual que mis lagrimas. Puede que vuelvan a hacer una aparicion fugaz en un par de dias o semanas o meses, pero de igual manera desaparecera. Esta es mi unica motivacion para seguir adelante. El saber que lo peor puede pasar. Y que yo voy ha ser feliz por momentos al igual que todos los demas en este mundo me hace sonreir por un instante. Los pequeños momentos de felicidad es por lo que uno vive. Al menos eso es lo que me ha enseñado mi madre. No quiero darle toda la responsabilidad a lo que soy hoy dia, pero ella es definitivamente un gran factor de lo que soy hoy en dia. Yo soy yo. Aunque aun no sepa que ese yo significa para mi o para los demas, se que no lo puedo cambiar y que me guste o no, lo que esta dentro de mi esta ahi para quedarse.

Quedarse por siempre...

Rutinas del dia (lavar los platos)

Supongo que la mayoria la igual que yo, odia hacer las cosas de la casa. Lo que menos me gusta es lavar los platos. Por laguna razon me parece una de las tareas mas pesadas de todas. Yo, mi mama y mi hermana siempre nos peleamos por no tener que hacerlo. Mi mama, al ser la mama claro, debe de tomar una posicion mas responsable y por eso ella acaba lavando los platos. Pero esto no sucede sin que ella comienza a decir como yo y mi hermana somos unas irresponsables y que cuando ella no este a ver quien lo va hacer. Pero aunque a mi no me guste hacer las cosas de la casa, me gusta la limpieza (ironico no?) Por eso desde ya hace un tiempo hago horarios para que todas hagamos las cosas en mi casa. A mi no me gusta dejar las cosas asi no mas. Cuando limpio lo tengo que hacer bien o si no no lo hago. Esto es a veces bueno y otras veces no. Cuando limpio con muchas ganas, limpio hasta el ultimo rincon de toda mi casa. Pero cuando limpio me gusta estar sola, sin nadie que me este molestando o ensuciando mientras trabajo. Ya que mi casa para ocupada por alguien de mi familia, esta condicion que yo tengo para limpiar raramente ocurre. Por eso, mi limpiezas "profundas" han sido vistas muy pocas veces por mi familia. Esta semana no he limpiado mucho, pero si he mantenido mi palabra de lavar los platos los dias que me toca (Lunes, Miercoles, Viernes y Domingo) y tambien boto la basura sin que me digan nada. Estoy mejorando verdad?

bueno hasta la proxima con otro aburrido dia en mi vida (1* temporada)