Lost in......

I just finished watching "Lost in Austen" for the second time. And even though the film goes for more than 2 and half hours, I still loved every minute of it.

If you haven't watched it yet then I urge you to go do it now. Lost in Austen tells the story of Amanda Price, a woman who is a fan of everything to do with her favorite book Pride and Prejudice. She somehow gets to enter that world one day and gets to see all of her favorite characters in real life.

I truly feel very connected with the character of Amanda Price. A woman who feels like her everyday life is dull and meaningless compared to that of Elizabeth Bennett. She longs for the manners and life style she reads about in her favorite book.

I also easily lose myself in the fantasy of books. I feel myself being absorbed into foreign worlds and wish I could really be there. And like with Amanda Price, people around her tell her how absurd it is to be absorbed into something that isn't real. I've also been told many times that it isn't good to be to concerned with fictional characters because it is nothing more than fantasy.

I can't lie and say that it doesn't break my heart when I hear these words because deep inside I know it's true. I can't really let my life go down the drain because of something that doesn't even exist but on paper. But anytime I feel like I can't really talk to anyone and I need something or someone who could make me feel better, I turn to books.

Books have saved me many times and maybe I do lose the sense of reality at times when I read one. But I'd rather be lost for a while in something as wonderful as the story in a book than to oblige myself to never have met with the pleasure of enjoying one.

With these words I depart to read a new book and lose myself from the world for a little while.

Toddles :)

Holy Procrastination

Okay, Why can't I just do the stuff I'm supposed to do on time instead of having to always wait for the very last minute to even attempt to do them?

Why? WHY? WHYYYYY?

I don't freaking get me anymore. I keep complaining about needing more time to do stuff, but when I actually get that precious needed time I prayed for the heavens to give me, what do I do?

a)nothing
b)watch cute bunnies eating carrots on YouTube
c)be responsible and finish homework

If you answered a then ***ding ding ding*** we have a winner.

If you answered b then ***ding ding ding*** you are a winner too (isn't this awesome?)

But if you answered c then ***Dum dum dum dummmm***** WTH were you thinking???!!!!!

Why can't I just get go home and do what I'm supposed to do?

I'm so mad at myself, I won't eat my favorite dessert in the whole wild world as punishment D: even though it's there. In my fridge. With my name on it (btw, it's whipped cream)

Oh well, I guess I procrastinated enough for tonight. Toodles 8)

(btw the way, when I first heard the word Procrastination, I actually thought it was something sexual related LOL. I don't know why I ever thought that.)

I want some food please

Lately I've been craving a lot of stuff. Like a freaking pregnant woman.

But NO WAY I'm pregnant.

But I'm starting to feel sorry for all those pregnant chicks who I always watch on TV having cravings in the middle of the night. Usually I felt sorry for the husband and thought to myself "Geezzz lady, your kid doesn't even know what pizza is yet, stop blaming this whims on your unborn child". But now I see their point.

Cravings in the middle of the night is just something sooooooo frustrating for everyone involved.

I was so craving a chocolate cake with whipped cream on top. Mmmmm. And the night before that I was craving a very cheessy pizza with a lot of pineaple and red peper. Just writing about it makes me want to have one.

I guess all this crazziness is because I'm sort of kinda on a diet.

I'm still not sure if I should call it a diet because........well.....I still kinda eat whatever I want, except on smaller portions of course.

But i'm not sure if it's working out because since to keep my self within the limited calories amount per day I need, I can only eat for example three misserable chips ahoy cookies with half a glass of milk. And that alone is like 200 something calories. And I don't get full with just that. Who does???

So then I eat cereal with nuts and dried strawberries and lots of other yummy stuff. But just that is 250 calories. Not counting milk!! So by the time I'm done with my breakfast I've already consumed half the calories I need per day.

And the worst part of this is that my stupid stomach makes these really embarrasing noises if i don't feed it every 10 minutes.

Since I'm in school part of the morning and the afternoon I need to keep feeding my stomach nonstop in classes because I don't want it to start growling at me. And I mean that literally.

It makes so much noise I'm completely mortified whenever I have a test and I can't just keep on eating.

sigh :(
I guess I'm not going to lose weight.

Another summer without hitting the beaches.

Sleepless in.......my room.

yawnnnnnnn
I'm so tired +_+ right now.

I didn't go to bed at all last night. I just didn't feel like "wasting" my time sleeping. I have this funny thing were I feel like taking showers ans sleeping is "losing" precious time. Even though those two are extremely important for survival and above all presentation.

I keep hearing and reading that one needs to get at least 8 hours of sleep every night. And that sleep makes you have better skin and look better overall.

But even that doesn't make me want to hit the sheets.

What's wrong with me???!!!!!

Why the hell can't I just stick to an schedule(a NORMAL one for once) and finally get good skin in return????

I need sleep.

I need coffee(But I won't drink any because I don't like the taste.......except for those iced coffees from starucks. With whipped cream. Yummmsss)

I need a life period. There has to be one around here somewhere. right??

N E E D -T O -G E T - OFFLINE.

blahh y mas blah

Si mal no recuerdo en mi ultimo post me dije a mi misma que iba ha tratar de escribir un post una vez al dia. Y como era de esperarse no fue asi. La verdad es que no es la primera vez que digo que voy a hacer algo y termino no haciendolo. Esto pasa la mayor parte del tiempo. Y cuando pienso en ello me digo a misma "eso no esta bien, nada bien" pero acabo haciendolo de todas maneras.
Me imagino, o al menos espero que, no soy la unica a la que eso le pasa. Aunque este blog es mayormente para mi misma, siento que no le estoy prestando la atencion necesaria y no estoy haciendo lo que me propuse.
El blog lo hize mayormente para que mi vada diaria y lo que pienso y siento todos los dias puedan ser expresados y analizados en el futuro. Recuerdo que hace poco encontro un diario en donde escribia lo que sentia en momentos de profunda colera (mayormente hacia mis padres), y no pude evitar reirme al leer alguna de las cosas escritas en aquel diario. En esos tiempos pense que nunca cambiaria mi manera de pensar, pero obviamnete he cambiado mucho al pasar del tiempo. Todos cambian, y aunque a uno no le guste los cambios, los cambios llegan a nuestras vidas tarde o temprano.

Bueno, voy a acabar este post aqui porque ya se me fue la inspiracion.
veamos cuanto tiempo pasa hasta mi proxio post.*-*

1st post

Mi primer post. bueno que puedo decir... . .... ..
este blog a sido creado por mi y para mi. Pero todos estan bienvenidos a decir lo que quieran.
Ahora unas preguntas?
porque has decidido hacer este blog?
demasiado tiempo libre, aburrimiento, y me gusta escribir cosas que me pasan y que a veces no puedo decir a nadie en vivo.
una palabra que te describa.
terca
tienes algun tipo de musica que prefieras?
la verdad es que puedo escuchar casi todo tipo de musicas sin ningun problemas. Pero rock es uno de mis generos favoritos.
algun grupo favorito?
MCR, aunque su ultimo disco no fue mi favorito -_0

(okay, invente mi propia entrevista ya que necesitaba algo que escribir en este primer post asi que si no les gusta, sorry)