I want some food please

Lately I've been craving a lot of stuff. Like a freaking pregnant woman.

But NO WAY I'm pregnant.

But I'm starting to feel sorry for all those pregnant chicks who I always watch on TV having cravings in the middle of the night. Usually I felt sorry for the husband and thought to myself "Geezzz lady, your kid doesn't even know what pizza is yet, stop blaming this whims on your unborn child". But now I see their point.

Cravings in the middle of the night is just something sooooooo frustrating for everyone involved.

I was so craving a chocolate cake with whipped cream on top. Mmmmm. And the night before that I was craving a very cheessy pizza with a lot of pineaple and red peper. Just writing about it makes me want to have one.

I guess all this crazziness is because I'm sort of kinda on a diet.

I'm still not sure if I should call it a diet because........well.....I still kinda eat whatever I want, except on smaller portions of course.

But i'm not sure if it's working out because since to keep my self within the limited calories amount per day I need, I can only eat for example three misserable chips ahoy cookies with half a glass of milk. And that alone is like 200 something calories. And I don't get full with just that. Who does???

So then I eat cereal with nuts and dried strawberries and lots of other yummy stuff. But just that is 250 calories. Not counting milk!! So by the time I'm done with my breakfast I've already consumed half the calories I need per day.

And the worst part of this is that my stupid stomach makes these really embarrasing noises if i don't feed it every 10 minutes.

Since I'm in school part of the morning and the afternoon I need to keep feeding my stomach nonstop in classes because I don't want it to start growling at me. And I mean that literally.

It makes so much noise I'm completely mortified whenever I have a test and I can't just keep on eating.

sigh :(
I guess I'm not going to lose weight.

Another summer without hitting the beaches.

Sleepless in.......my room.

yawnnnnnnn
I'm so tired +_+ right now.

I didn't go to bed at all last night. I just didn't feel like "wasting" my time sleeping. I have this funny thing were I feel like taking showers ans sleeping is "losing" precious time. Even though those two are extremely important for survival and above all presentation.

I keep hearing and reading that one needs to get at least 8 hours of sleep every night. And that sleep makes you have better skin and look better overall.

But even that doesn't make me want to hit the sheets.

What's wrong with me???!!!!!

Why the hell can't I just stick to an schedule(a NORMAL one for once) and finally get good skin in return????

I need sleep.

I need coffee(But I won't drink any because I don't like the taste.......except for those iced coffees from starucks. With whipped cream. Yummmsss)

I need a life period. There has to be one around here somewhere. right??

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